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I'm usually a good boy. I'm the type that mothers would want their daughters to go out with, and all the cliché stuff like that. And truth be told, I love it. But...

Consider this to be my cathartic journal. In other words, sometimes I need to let my 'dark side' out like everyone else does. Most of my friends on LJ have had alternate 'dark side' journals that served whatever purpose they needed them for. Sometimes it was a passing fad, other times it became just as strong (if not more so) than their normal journal. I'm not sure how this'll turn out for me. Time will tell, I guess.

The thing is, don't expect much in the line of intellectual topics in this journal. I mean, come on, it's for my sexual fantasies after all. And if you're reading this, I assume we have at least a few interests in common, because there is no way in hell this would get linked with my 'regular' LJ, and none of my friends will be told about it. Trust me, there's a lot more to me than the horny boy you'll meet here, but since this is my sounding board to express my sexual frustrations, it might be difficult to remember that what you see here is somewhere between 2 and 5% of my overall personality. So just keep that in mind :)

The majority of this LJ will be friends only. So if you want to be in on the fun, hey, let me know. Secret clubs are always fun, right?

I'm still going to be somewhat secretive about my identity a bit. It's not a problem I have with my sexuality--I'm completely 'out' and all that. It's just...well...I feel guilty about this, just the same. Not that my fantasies are about guys, but because I'm in a relationship with a guy who does his best. But in the bedroom, he's very...vanilla. Same old routine. Which, don't get me wrong, I never tire of it, but I have a much more adventurous side, and sometimes my daydreams get a bit...vivid. (Which is all they will ever be. Daydreams.) Still, I feel guilty. I mean, I shouldn't, because he's obsessed with porn and he does double-takes at every hot guy he sees and often tends to forget I exist completely...so karma dictates I should be allowed to have my little...daydreams. Yeah.

Here's what I will share about myself: I'm a redheaded guy in his early twenties with an overactive imagination. And oh yeah, I'm gay. Big surprise, right? It's kinda ironic really--that is not a big issue in my life. I'm neither proud nor ashamed of my sexuality; it's just who I am. I like guys. And I try never really to call attention to my sexuality, because hopefully without sounding too contradictory, it really isn't a big deal in my life. Actually, most people don't even realize I'm gay, but I often think they do, and that can lead to some funny situations, to say the least. But let's be honest: since this is about my fantasies, obviously the whole gay thing is gonna come up. Quite a lot, actually.

I promise lots of stories, and the occasional picture or two.

I guess that's it for now...I'll add more as the mood strikes me.

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